Monday, November 30, 2009

Chapter Six

CHAPTER SIX
CAN YOU HANDLE THE HEAT?

1320 HOURS GMT
NOVEMBER 19th 2232
APPROX 910.2 MILLION KM FROM EARTH

DAY FIFTEEN

“That’s right,” Chief Engineer Dwight Bobblee confirmed, “We’ve tried retracting the transmitter back into the Nightingale, but it’s not budging.”

XO Luke Hunter glanced upward, where the centre ceiling of the Engineering Bay was a rectangular slit. There, a panel would open, bringing the communications transmitters, sensors and cameras back into the interior. Now, during maintenance, the platform above the stern refused to comply with controls, rendering many engineers purely baffled.

Hunter raised an eyebrow, “So, it was damaged all along?”

“Well,” Dwight begun to explain, “Our systems claimed that they were, but it appears some of the circuitry between has malfunctioned during the crash. It could take months to search for the problem’s roots.”

With perplexity swirling within him, Hunter nodded, attempting to formulate a solution.

Engineer Eric Phou materialized a minute later, holding a handheld screen, appearing beside Dwight and Luke. He extended his arms, gesturing to the screen; a detailed plan of the ESV Nightingale’s stern. Without words, Eric focused on the communication platform section, pointing toward a small inconspicuous box labeled ‘P-ECP’, which stood for Platform Emergency Control Panel. The engineer looked to Dwight, who simply read the man’s thoughts through his eyes.

“What is it?” Luke asked after another minute of silence, “Do we have a problem?”

“He is theorizing that, due to possible surface damage from the asteroid, the emergency control panel beside the platform was compromised,” Dwight clarified, “Our best chance is to go over and replace the circuitry inside.”

“Sounds simple enough. Why don’t we do that now?”

Eric shook his head slowly.

“What?”

“There’s no way to reach the panel interior from inside the ship,” Dwight looked to Eric, “He’s been complaining about that design flaw for years. It’s more than dangerous to go EVA outside, especially with the recent solar storm.”

Luke narrowed his eyes, “Our EVA suits are supposed to resist a lot of radiation.”

“But not a substantial burst of radiation. If you went out there and another flare ruptures,” Dwight raised his fingers and clicked them, “Poof.”

“Then how are we supposed to fix this?”

Chief Engineer Bobblee paused for a moment, then his eyes lit, an idea morphing. He reached for his earpiece, which he rarely wore, and donned it, contacting Jim Ramirez.

“Jim, this is Dwight.”

“Hey, man, what’s up?” The enthusiastic pilot replied, “Make it snappy, ‘cause I’m busy organizing tomorrow’s match.”

“What is our current speed?”

”Hold on, let me check…about 960,000 km/h.”

“We need you to decelerate to zero,” Dwight instructed, drawing an awkward expression from Luke Hunter.

“Zero? Why?” Jim curiously asked.

“We need to remain at a safe speed for exterior maintenance.”

“Oh…well the Commander won’t like the idea of delaying the course.”

“Damn. Where is he?”

“I’m not sure, why don’t you just contact him?”

Dwight disconnected, then called for Commander Grey, who was evidently asleep a few minutes beforehand. “Logan,” he muttered, answering the call.

“Commander, we’ve hypothesized why we can’t link up with Earth. The crash with the asteroid may have damaged the control panel beside the platform. We can’t repair it unless we bring it in, and to make it worse, we can’t bring it in because the panel is possibly damaged,” Around him, Engineers Eric Phou and Surev Salvatore surrounded, listening in intently, “The only way to fix it is to send out someone.”

“We can’t slow the ship down, Dwight,” Logan said, seeing where this was all going, “The crew is anxious to return home, and if we stop, they won’t be so pleasant about it.”

Dwight sighed, “We have to, otherwise it’ll be quite dangerous.”

“Use the safety cables, that’s what they’re there for,” Logan explained, “The electromagnetic field should protect whoever is close to the surface.”

The engineer sighed along with the rest, looking up to the ceiling. They had to ensure the systems were working perfectly. Otherwise, not only would the transmitters be damaged, but the other equipment such as sensors and cameras might be compromised as well; which would effectively mean their new data was inaccurate—something they could not afford.

There was no arguing with the Commander. Dwight nodded helplessly, “Fine. We’re conducting an EVA repair in thirty minutes.”

“I will be there,” said Logan, vanishing from the line subsequently.

Dwight shrugged to the rest of the engineers, knowing what had to be done now.

“We should really invest in repair drones.”

“I’ve put that suggestion up three times before. The ESN never responded,” Dwight replied.

The man sighed, moving over to one side of the Engineering Bay. There, he walked through a door to a storage room, where their EVA suits were all held, a line of ensembles ready to be used.

Engineer Surev came in a second later: “What do we do now?”

“Well, we’ll need a volunteer.”

“Volunteer? Hell, we all know what volunteer means,” Surev muttered with a dry laugh, “Dwight, we have to gather the entire crew and ask for a volunteer. This task seems like it’s simple enough for anyone to do.”

Touché, Surev. I’m not in the mood to go swimming at 260,000 meters a second.”

“Yeah? Well I’ve got a wife back home. A whole family.”

“So do they, Surev. Everyone onboard has a family.”

“Everyone? What about Commander Grey?” Surev strode over to a suit compartment, releasing the lock on the storage cell. Its front panel, which had a rectangular viewing screen, slid open, a foggy mist escaping the compartment.

“Oh. Right. Except him. What happened again?” Asked a rather curious Dwight, “Weren’t both his parents in the military?”

“Yeah. Both KIA when he was twelve. He had an older brother, but he was drafted in and was also KIA. No living relatives since last year, when his grandmother passed.”

Dwight raised an eyebrow, “How the heck do you know this?”

Surev shrugged, “I’m a curious guy,” the engineer double-checked the suit to ensure there were no damages, specifically examining the body for any leaks.

“Should be wearing a white-coat then.”

“Hah! You know my dad was a scientist?”

The storage room door opened then, abruptly interrupting their conversation. Engineer Eric stepped in, emotionless as usual, and nodded to Dwight, awaiting instructions.

Surev finished his examination, and then sealed the suit compartment before following the other two engineers out of the room, forming a circle in the Engineering Bay’s entrance.

“Eric, go talk to the Commander, we need a crew meeting for this,” Dwight ordered after a minute or so of chatting, “Logan likes you, so you’re the best one for convincing the man.”

“What makes you think he’ll deny the meeting?” Surev responded with a long, sustained yawn.

“—I’ll do it,” Eric declared.

Dwight and Surev traded incredulous looks. Both looked back to Eric, with faces that simply asked: ‘What?’

“I’ll do it,” Eric reiterated, “I’ll perform the repair. It’s an engineer’s job. Not theirs.”

“Anyone can do it, Eric. You don’t have to go flying out there. It’s unsafe; God knows the type of debris we blast into at this speed.”

“The EM field is more than enough to protect me,” Eric replied confidently, “I will do it.”

Dwight hesitated for a few moments. If they somehow managed to lose Eric, that would be one less engineer, which would leave two out of four. The ship’s engines were already halved, and much of its equipment was either in need of repair or inspection.

They simply could not afford another loss.

But there was no compromise in Eric’s solid hazel eyes.

“Are you sure about this?” Dwight asked, “You know that if there’s a massive boulder flying around, and it crashes into the fuselage, there’s no way you would surv—“

“—I know.”

They stood for minutes, in silence, in peace. It took several more before Dwight finally nodded and reached for his earpiece.

“Commander? This is Dwight.”

“Yes, Dwight?”

“I’m moving the maintenance to 1410 HOURS, is that fine?”

“Do whatever you need to do to fix that transmitter, Dwight. Just call me right before you initiate. Logan out.”

Dwight turned to Eric and nodded, who simply nodded back and returned to the storage room to fetch the suit. Without another word, Surev walked off to prepare the maintenance.

This was risky. Sure, multiple safety cables and magnetic holds would keep Eric in place, and the special field coating the ship would repel space debris and mild radiation, but moving at the speed at over 700 times faster the speed of sound, and with a recent solar storm in the wake, Engineer Dwight Bobblee could not help but feel unsettled.


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1339 HOURS

“Hey, Monk, you okay?” Medical Doctor Stephanie Donovan asked politely, “Is everything okay?”

Doctor Monk took awhile before he glanced upward. His eyes were blank, as if he were a million miles away, distant in some other place, some other world or galaxy. The man averted his gaze downward again, as he looked at his own reflection through the reflective surface of a scalpel, gripped tightly within his fingers.

Stephanie moved over, her hand upon his shoulder. With a troubled sigh, she asked again: “Monk?”

He didn’t reply for an exact minute.

“What? Oh...yeah? Do you need me?” Monk asked mindlessly.

She raised an eyebrow, a mixture of curiosity and concern within her thoughts. Monk had been having some trouble lately, coping with the extended length of their return journey, and especially the abrupt disasters during that trip, initially designed to be as safe as possible.

“No, it’s not that. Are you okay?”

“What? Oh...yeah, sure.”

“You sure?”

“Yeah.”

Stephanie patted him on the shoulder, gently leaving the scene as she sighed once again. There was no true mystery to it. Doctor Monk Greene was falling apart. Back home, before he had left for this operation to Saturn, the third time he had been commissioned on the ESV Nightingale, his wife had divorced him, and had, to an extent, taken everything. All he had left was himself.

If only she could say Monk was the only one. It had been no surprise when many signed in for therapy sessions, regarding many of the incidents that have transpired over the few days.

“Okay, you take care, love,” she took one last look of concern, before leaving the man, who simply stared at himself.

Stared at the bloody version of his appearance, holding the still bloody blade that had taken Emmaline Yellow’s life.

He could not understand. He could not take it. It was no true secret that she and the commander had secretly been together. How could one man simply live the rest of his life, knowing that the one he loved the most willingly sacrificed themselves for their survival? How could he live on, without that one person who, above all else, was their reason for survival in the first place?

Monk Greene closed his eyes and took a breath.

He could never understand.

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1412 HOURS

“I miss grade school,” Ramirez commented with a chuckle.

“I don’t,” Sarah Watcher said beside him, “No way I’d go back in time to grade school.”

“What, your teacher sent you out into space, dangling on two thin cables while crap comes at you at every second?” Jim quipped with a grin, “Couldn’t have been that bad.”

Sarah laughed, subtly brushing her hand on his arm.

Vance Fridge, another scientist, appeared, “Enough with the tongue-wrestling, loverboy,” the man said, playfully slapping Jim on the back of the head.

“Alright,” Dwight began as he entered, “Just to clarify, this is just an inspection on the transmitter platform’s emergency control panel. We assume that it was compromised, somehow causing a chain reaction which damaged internal wiring. Before we can pull the transmitter in for inspection, we have to repair whatever damage has been caused on this panel, so that we can retract the platform,” Dwight patted Eric on the shoulder, who simply had no reaction to the gesture, “Eric Phou will conduct the operation.”

“How dangerous is this, Dwight?” Someone asked from the small crowd.

“It’s routine. The procedure is very similar to when we repair any surface damage to the ship,” Dwight responded.

“Why does Eric have to do it?” Another asked, visibly worried, “This sounds like it’s pretty dangerous.”

Yeah, Eric’s a nice guy,” Jim whispered to Vance, who nodded with little hesitation.

“Let someone else do it!”

“Yeah!”

“Okay, pipe down!” Dwight shouted, his hands up, “Eric volunteered. He says he won’t change his mind, so there you go. We tried stopping him, but he won’t budge, so we might as well let him. Plus, it’s not such a dangerous mission. The odds of him being hit by space debris large enough to penetrate our EM shield or fried by a solar storm is very little. So stop worrying, he’ll be fine.”

Commander Grey arrived, receiving a few salutes from the navigation team.

“Sir,” Dwight regarded Logan, who nodded back.

“Is everything in order?” Logan inquired.

“Yes, sir.”

“Then let’s move.”

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1420 HOURS

Airlock activating. Main Cell blast-doors sealed. Stand-by for Flight Lieutenant approval.

Eric Phou The engineer tried to stretch in his EVA suit, which was designed for special movement during space walks, and calmed himself as the gravity of the situation settled in. Right now, all he could do was wait and hold onto the safety bar inside the Airlock chamber, which was too small for his liking. He gave a simple thumbs-up to the little window, to the rest of the crew, who watched anxiously for the operation. Commander Grey nodded, and then tapped his earpiece and informed Sarah Watcher to relay the signal to Jim.

Ramirez complied a moment later, the intercom voice returning instantly as he pressed a button that released the second-to-final locks on the aircraft.

Bridge confirmation received. Awaiting approval from Airlock Chamber and Commanding Officer.

Engineer Phou hit the green button inside, the second green-light within the airlock chamber coming to life, which was followed by Logan’s own thumbprint password with a nearby control panel terminal.

All prerequisites have been met. Lowering air level. Exterior door opening in T-Minus ten seconds.

“Has anyone ever done this before?” Jim asked aloud as he returned to the scene.

Logan, who had been with the ship through its entire life, shook his head.

T-minus five seconds.

T-minus three.

Two.

The airlock chamber was flooded with a gentle green, which heralded the ensuing ominous opening of the exterior door. As the gap increased, Eric himself was flooded with the sight of endless stars, endless space; endless possibilities.

“Okay, Eric, brief us through the intercom as you proceed.”

It took him some time before he stepped out, floating casually in a vacuum with nothing else but a few powerful cables holding him together with the ship. Although it didn’t appear like so to the ship’s crew, Eric’s own velocity was over 260,000 meters per second. Using the miniature navigational thrusters, Eric brought himself back toward the ship as he began to float away. The man dragged his feet and planted it flat onto the ship surface, immediately pasted onto the ship, indicating that the integrated magnetic safety holds were operational. It was not vital, but it would help.

“I am beginning to walk towards the damaged control panel,” Eric reported, “All EVA systems are operational.”

He began the rather long and tedious walk to the communications panel, each step drawing too much effort as he struggled to snap on and off along the route.

“I am now walking along the route, the magnetic foot grapple is working perfectly.”

Dwight shook his head and reached for the intercom, “Eric, you don’t have to broadcast every single thing. We have you on camera.”

“Oh, okay. Sorry,” said the hardly embarrassed man, moving off slowly to finally reach the control panel in exactly five minutes, “Okay, I have arrived at the presumed damage CP. Initiating repair routines now.”

Eric reached over to touch the panel, and opened it by depressing two buttons firmly, revealing a screen and a keypad hardly functional. He relayed the information to the engineering team, who simply nodded and bade him to continue. The spacewalker looped the tip of his finger around a handle, and with all the strength he could muster and exert at such conditions, yanked an emergency release button. He tapped it and removed the CP, whilst examining the underlying circuitry for any damages.

He wasn’t surprised to find it compromised. Now all he had to do was just to polish the circuitry, and replace the panel, then activate the emergency communications platform retraction system. It wouldn’t be too difficult. The panel’s damaged circuitry was somehow conflicting with their interior controls to the platform, which denied them the ability to retract the platform for inspection.


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“Oh God!” someone exclaimed from behind. The crew spun around a full 180 degrees to face the incident. Medical Doctor Stephanie Donovan was before the Medical Bay entrance, her eyes filled with terror and turmoil.

Logan was the first to move, quickly arriving beside Dr. Donovan to discover a sight that shocked him to his very core, a spectacle that would haunt him for the rest of his life. The rest of the ship’s inhabitants were even more stunned.

Leaning against a wall, his body mutilated and gruesomely decorated with blood, was a grotesque Doctor Monk Greene, a scalpel still protruding from his belly, both hands out to the side as if he was assaulted by someone.

“Oh, god. Oh my god. Oh my god,” Stephanie swerved to the side, “Oh god! I need to lie down…”

“Sarah!” Jim cried out.

Everyone turned around to find Chief Petty Sarah Watcher unconscious, her fainting fall just barely cushioned by Ramirez’s quick reactions. Everyone remained dead still. So still that they appeared even more lifeless than Monk’s own bloody corpse.

Oh, sh—what the hell do I do? Commander Grey juggled the panicking thoughts inside him, never experiencing any of this before. Oh, god! We have to get the crew out of here. This is going to destroy their spirit—Damn it! Damn it! Calm down, Logan. Calm the hell down!

Doctor Erin Baker, who had seen worse, was one of the first to recover, and XO Luke Hunter, who apparently had seen even worse, followed her as they went to examine Monk’s motionless body. Splayed all over like a disgusting meal of over-cooked spaghetti, or the dead body of an unfortunate prey, they tried their best to conceal his body, while Luke took the liberty to close the dead man’s eyes.

“No!” Logan snapped as soon as they began moving Monk, “Don’t—I mean, yes. Do. Please, get him out of here.”

“Monk…damn it! Why?! Why is this all happening?!” Jim Ramirez shouted angrily, “Damn it, we are supposed to be sa—“

“—that’s enough, Lieutenant! Everyone back to their stations, now!” Logan shouted in a forceful tone, his expression now an intimidating scowl, “If I see anyone out of their stations without my permission, they will be severely punished. If you know anything about this, you better damn well tell me!”

“Sir, I…” Dr. Baker began to say, until Logan snapped again, causing her to fall back a step.

“What the hell do you want?”

“I don’t think it was…murder, sir. Monk has been feeling quite…well, I diagnosed him with clinical depression, sir. His life was falling apart already—“

“I don’t want to hear about his problems now, Doctor. Get to your station. I will talk to you about this when I have the time,” Commander Grey turned to find Jim, Sarah and a few other still in the area, “Do I need to repeat my orders? Move it!”

“But, she’s unconscious…she needs to—“

“—I don’t give a damn, Ramirez! Get her to Baker and back to your post! Now!

Dwight darted into the room suddenly, his eyes riddled with fear and shock, but not apparently of Monk’s death, “Commander! Surev detected a massive dose of solar radiation on our way. We have to get Eric back in, but he’s not complying with me!”

“Shit! Get out of my way!” Logan grunted, shoving him aside, “God damn it!”

He returned to the previous room and contacted Eric.

“This is your Commander; get your ass in here, that’s an order.”

“I can’t do that,” came the unusually calm reply.

“That is a direct order, Eric, get in, now!

“No, sir. If this equipment is further damaged without me properly repairing it, we may never be able to recover the platform,” Eric explained as he proceeded to continue his repair routines, “I am nearly finished.”

Damn…How sure are you of this, Eric? Because you better be damn sure.”

“If he finishes repairs, he won’t make it in time. I guarantee you that. He needs to start moving now, sir,” Dwight warned, his eyes hardly revealing any exaggerations, “He will die.”

Logan cursed, punched the nearby wall and groaned as loud as he could. This was all spinning out of control. Too fast. Too much.

“Get in here, Eric! I don’t give a damn about the panel; you get your ass in here, now!

Eric Phou refused to reply for minutes as he finished off his routine.

“I’m already done here, I’m going to start movi—eeurch….eurkk…uuckkk………..”

“Eric? Eric?”

Silence was their reply.


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If you are reading this then I am already dead. Firstly, I would like to address that I was the first to detect the incoming wave of solar radiation. I already knew it was about to arrive, and we only had enough time to repair and that it would take the man’s life. Considering many of you have families and have a reason to return to Earth, I took the liberty to volunteer and program the detectors to veil further information regarding the solar storm. This will probably explain why you have likely not detected the wave that has killed me. You must also understand that I had to do this. As I supervised the design of much electronics on this ship, that panel would not have survived another large dose of radiation, which would further cause it to malfunction, further compromising our own internal systems. To repair it means to prevent this. The Nightingale has many flaws, and I request that they may be rectified for the safety of this ship’s honorable crew.

I understood the risks, I understood what would happen, and I took it with thought, do not blame yourselves.

Please, when you arrive back to Earth, if she is still alive and well, tell my sister I love her and that I hope the best for her and her aspiring music career.

Eric Phou


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Dearest Erin,

I am sorry.

-M

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Chapter Five

CHAPTER FIVE
A Supernova Death

1532 HOURS GMT
NOVEMBER 16th 2232
APPROX 928.8 MILLION KM FROM EARTH

DAY TWELVE

The door slid open, a pair of feet suddenly rushing into the room.

Sir! You have to see this, quickly!” Jim Ramirez exclaimed somewhat excitedly, “Normandy says it’s a once in a lifetime sight.”

Commander Logan Grey was already seated on his wheelchair, immediately surprised by Ramirez’s arrival. He offered the pilot a perplexed expression, until he finally shrugged and followed Ramirez to the bridge, where the complete assembly of the entire crew was congregated, visibly astonished by something.

Logan received clarification a second later. Upon every screen around the bridge, a live feed of a distant star—or what used to be one—displayed its impending demise. The commander moved over beside Normandy, but saw that the man was too excited to be bothered. Instead, he rotated to face Josef Arnette, nicknamed ‘Pirate’ for his rather confusing love for ancient pirates.

“What’s going on, Pirate?” asked Logan.

The specialist astronomer raised two eyebrows: “About ten minutes ago, I was studying Aldebaran, one of the closest red giant stars to our planet, and I begun to detect all signs of an impending supernova. It’s interesting. Aldebaran is a little over 65 light years away—it’s just so surreal to just know all this is happening 65 years ago.”

“Are we recording this?”

“We have all sensors and cameras active and focused. If the Hubbles don’t get it, we’ll have the best data on it. Supernovas only every happen every 50 years—and that’s around the entire galaxy, and nowhere as near as Aldebaran,” Pirate called for one of the other scientists, Bunt, and requested for a folder on the star. She returned five minutes later, handing a file to Pirate who gave it to Logan. “This is everything on the star. The star is due to explode in about ten minutes, to my rough estimate.”

“How likely do the signs indicate that it will actually occur?”

“70% chance. I mean, this star was expected to explode at around 2300, so it’s virtually overdue. But of course, this sort of anticipation has happened before, only to end up as an anti-climax where nothing happens at all,” Pirate sighed, “still, fingers crossed,” he continued with a hopeful smile.

The crowd watched intently as seconds faded into minutes, minutes into an hour, every hopeful expression slowly disappearing as time passed. Pirate, in particular, had his shoulders slightly slouching now, his excitement dissipating. However, with no surprise to Logan, Normandy still remained in the front row, tiptoed with his eyes brimming with undying anticipation.

Logan found it hard to resist laughter.

“Alright, is this gonna’ happen, or what?” Ramirez asked tirelessly.

“Don’t get your hopes up too much, Jim,” Bunt, another astronomer, advised, “despite of every fact we know, space still remains an ever-changing mystery that is very unpredictable.”

“Then why do we bother with it?”

“Because it is simply amazing.”

“—shhh! It’s happening!” announced Pirate in growing exhilaration, “Oh my god, it’s actually happening.”

The spectacle was simply breathtaking. Initially seemingly calm and content, the red giant grew rapidly, then, abruptly detonated, sending a wave of red inferno flaring across space. Following instantly was blinding white light, which hung brighter than anything else, slowly fading away to unveil the beautiful visage of a soft, misty skeletal nebula, colossal in size and infinite in description. The nebula grew, expanding like a balloon, where it would continue to do so for weeks, months or even years.

And like the star’s explosion, purely soundless, so was the crew. They stood frozen, the sight of the supernova still only beginning to subside.

“…my God,” Pirate muttered, tears of joy beginning to escape his eyelids, “I never thought I’d live the day to see it happen.”

Normandy snapped back to reality a second later. “Excellent! Research Division, back to the labs for analysis. Go, go, go!”

“That was…amazing,” Doctor Erin Baker commented beside Ramirez, who had watched the event like an extravagant, lavish fireworks display, “Don’t you think?”

Ramirez looked at her and nodded blankly, “I want a copy of that video.”

“Everyone will,” promised Commander Logan, “I only wish Emma was here to witness it…”

Flight Assistant Sarah Watcher glanced to Logan, offering a sympathetic smile to the man, “I am sure she saw it, Commander.”

“You know…” Ramirez interjected, “there could easily have been life near that.”

“What?”

Luke Hunter appeared, evidently untouched by the spectacular event. “He’s right. There could have been an Earth there, and we’re here applauding. It makes you think, doesn’t it? Destruction is a wonderful sight to one afar and never the one near it. If our own sun blew, somewhere out there, someone is smiling.”

Everyone remained silent, speculating the topic, rather embarrassed.

Commander Grey scowled at his Executive Officer. The assumption may be true—there was a possibility—but the occurrence would have brought an influx of much needed morale if Hunter hadn’t spoiled the moment.

Luke Hunter took a second to understand, before he quickly switched into an apologetic expression.

“Everyone. Regardless of the possibilities, what we saw before us was nevertheless extraordinary and very rare. The chances of seeing it ‘live’ is hairline thin. You are all incredibly fortunate, and we should remember that,” Commander Grey said, in an attempt to reverse what Hunter had said, “We will all have copies of the video, I’ll see to it. How’s about we watch it once again at…1900 hours?”

A blend of “sure”, “alright” and “great” rolled through the crowd, visibly pleased at the news. It appeared Logan had fixed the momentary problem; losing hope and morale-increasing opportunities was too critical in a situation such as theirs.

The Commander also nodded to Ramirez, who jogged over eagerly to his superior, “Yeah, boss?”

“Set up a poker tournament to keep the crew busy,” Logan instructed, deciding that they needed a game of some sort to keep the men and women entertained, “Keep it to virtual money for now. Get back to me once you have it organized.”

“A poker game?” Sarah Watcher said aloud, overhearing the conversation, a hint of excitement in her tone.

Commander Logan Grey smiled; finally, the ship was already beginning to pick up morale.

“—Oh my god!” someone suddenly screamed from behind, “Commander, it’s Dr. Gordon, hurry!

Everyone hurried, following the witness back to the scene, a dismayed series of gasps bursting from the group.

Beside a metallic table, its protruding corner bloody red, lay a lifeless Scientist Franklin Gordon. The top of his forehead was crunched, blood flowing to form a pool beneath his head. Due to the nearby puddle of water—which must’ve been spilled—Commander Logan assumed he had simply slipped; an accident, but nevertheless, a very much horrible one.

“Dr. Baker. Where is she?” Logan asked a split-second before Erin stormed into the room, sprinting to the body to check for—if any—signs of life.

She gazed upward; discontent radiating from her expression.

“Damn!”


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CAPTAIN’S LOG
SAME DAY
TWO HOURS LATER

Excuse me if this recording is not clear, as my voice is rather weak at the moment. Today, we have yet again lost another valued member of the ESV Nightingale’s crew. Research Scientist Dr. Franklin Gordon was involved in an accident that led to his death. As we have no apparent witnesses of the accident, we can only infer that, with all our gathered evidence, Dr. Gordon slipped on a puddle of water, consequently landing brutally on the corner of a table, which ultimate lead to his death.

However I harbor much suspicion. Firstly, if water was spilled, the crew member would ideally take initiative to clear it up for the safety of others. Even so, our regulation boots have embedded specialty grips to prevent slipping.

Nevertheless, Dr. Gordon’s body was in an awkward position, where his feet were pointed at the table, inches away from it. And as it was a forehead injury, this meant he would have tripped forward, crashed onto the table, and bounced back completely—something purely unfeasible. Furthermore, the puddle of water, if it had not shifted following his slip, is directly adjacent to the table, leaving no room for him to fall forward fast enough to cause so much blunt-force trauma.

But, the most disturbing of evidence is a recorded transcript we have drawn from the database, showing signs of—although obscure and ambiguous—struggle.

I have made the note to continue investigations. The screening of the supernova will proceed as planned at 1900 hours, and tomorrow, if Ramirez has finished organizing it, the poker tournament will be held to distract the crew from recent incidents.

On an unrelated note, Bill Skelton has been signed for therapy treatment. As a good friend of Dr. Gordon, he knew, as I did along with the rest of the crew, that his newborn baby was due in this week.

It is a disturbing thought to somehow feel that something as innocent as an accident could just very well be a sinister act.


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RECORDED TRANSCRIPT
QUARTERS
1605 HOURS

Franklin Gordon: “I swear I left my lucky coin here somewhere… Huh? Who’s there?”

Unknown: “[heavy breathing]”

Franklin Gordon: “Hey, sorry, I was just loo—hey! What’re you doi—Agh! [sounds of struggle, punching] Help!—“

Unknown: “[forceful panting]”

Franklin Gordon: “….”

Unknown: “…..I am sorry. This must be done.”

Franklin Gordon: “….”

VOICE IDENTIFICATION PROGRAM ANALYZING UNKNOWN VOICE SIGNATURE…
RESULT: FAILURE

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Chapter Four

CHAPTER FOUR
FIRST SIGNS

1139 HOURS GMT
NOVEMBER 14th 2232
APPROX 951.6 MILLION KM FROM EARTH

CAPTAIN’S LOG
DAY TEN

I have much to report since my last fateful incident four days ago. It has been a profusely surreal experience for me; upon hearing the recent events subsequent to me apparently falling unconscious, I was more than stunned. My range of words cannot truly captivate how I feel about the subject. Therefore, whatever I may claim to be my reaction, it will have to be amplified a million more times to match how I truly did feel.

On November 10th 2232, four days before today, at approximately 1930 HOURS, I began to feel unbearable recurring pain until I collapsed. The crew, as I have been told, rushed into the room, surrounding me immediately. Consequently, the entire medical crew was summoned, and I was, with much haste, brought into the medical bay for treatment. Doctor Erin Baker, after close analysis of my status, diagnosed me with Bavorn’s Mutation Phenomena. It is a highly rare condition experienced during long-distance space flights, and has not been fully identified due to its spontaneous-like demeanor and scarce occurrences. Basically, the heart is mutated, resulting in the pumped blood becoming ‘contaminated’ with bacteria that slowly kills every organ. As the body cannot find an efficient way to reverse this, the amount of infected blood only mounts, inevitably destroying our organs, and, in turn, leading to the victim’s death.

There is only one known cure for this: the replacing of the majority of my blood, and a heart transplant. I was more than shocked to hear that someone had volunteered to offer their own to save my life. The notion of this drives me insane. I simply cannot believe someone would do such a thing for me.

I survived the operation, and albeit at first it felt rather odd with another one’s heart within me, I am in recovery and soon, with much hope, will be healed soon. As of now, all major decisions will be relayed through Executive Officer Luke Hunter, until I am back on my feet.

But I must take the time to mention Doctor Emmaline Yellow. She had saved my life. It is a very bittersweet thought as... Emma was a very important factor to my lif—to the ship and the crew. She was, without doubt, one of the best medical specialists I know, and should have been Medical Chief if she only had more experience. I will personally see to it she receives the proper funeral she deserves.

Anyway, we must not also overlook those who graciously donated their blood for the blood transfusion. The list is as follows:

MEDICAL NURSE Chaowei Fan
MEDICAL NURSE Timothy Mills
BRIDGE CREW Sarah Watcher
NAVIGATOR Luke Hunter
ENGINEER Surev Salvatore
ENGINEER Eric Phou
SCIENTIST Doctor Bill Skelton
SCIENTIST Justine Scaler

I will also look to it that they will receive appropriate awards. This includes the Medical Staff which performed against odds and succeeded. I am once more proud to say that my crew is highly dependable and extremely professional and skilled. One could not hope for a better group of specialists.

We remain en route for Earth at our maximum speed of 50% engine power, and will arrive in approximately fifty days. All attempts at communicating with Earth have all resulted in constant failure.

It has been a very hectic time. As aforementioned, we only have fifty days left, and I am sure we will go through it devoid of any major accidents.

But nothing’s perfect.


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2230 HOURS GMT
NOVEMBER 14th 2232
APPROX 928.8 MILLION KM FROM EARTH

CAPTAIN’S LOG
DAY ELEVEN

This early morning Doctor Erin Baker evaluated my condition, and, through the voluntary use of our acceleration drug, she had estimated my recovery time to be approximately seven days. Therefore, I decided to use the one of the two ship’s reserve wheelchairs, as I harbored the urge to examine the ship. At about 1210 HOURS, I set out to do so. At first, I struggled to resist the sheer difficulty of balancing after days of remaining stagnant, but inevitably I managed.

To begin with, I inspected the bridge. Both the crew and navigational systems were all operational, however Navigator Creed Scranton is in for therapy treatment, regarding the death of Dr. Hamesh Patel.

Nevertheless, proceeding, I examined the Research Facility. Despite the complete abrupt turn of events, practically cancelling every preparation these men have done, every scientist is conducting their own independent research, particularly Normandy, who seemed excessively jubilant to receive my former heart for study. I can only hope he is searching for a cure. I will have to return for scrutinizing, to ensure that his research is somewhat ethical.

Following the Research Facility, I visited the Engineering Bay. Engineer Dwight Bobblee has replaced Ilya Pirunov as Chief Engineer, and I do have confidence he will be competent under the title. However, I am still very aware of the crew’s sensitivity to Ilya’s death, whose body we do not even have. Advancing, I requested a status report on the engines, which are ‘perfectly operational’, according to Mr. Bobblee. We remain at the same velocity, and our comm-systems are still, apparently, working as they should be, despite unable to connect with Ground Control.

My last destination was the Medical Facility. The medical staff was, albeit visibly joyful to see me, quite agitated that I was pushing my recovery stage—without the acceleration drug, my recuperation would be more than two months. For the first time I asked about my former heart, and Dr. Baker indicated they had transferred it to the Research Facility for study, specifically for an alternate cure.

Furthermore, I had also requested to see Dr. Emmaline Yellow’s body…for personal reasons.

I am relieved to say that we suffered no losses today, and hopefully this will continue to weave a pattern of much needed serenity.


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SAME DAY
2011 HOURS

Chief Scientist PhD. Edward “Normandy” Scott grinned widely as his eyes focused through the microscope’s lenses. With much pleasure, he observed as black cells spontaneously appeared and obliterated surrounding cells. Of course, the infection had already set in, so there was little chance of discovering how it had occurred in the first place, but at least he could find a method to somehow reverse the mutation; a cure.

But then he paused, another grin widening.

Or a deadly virus.

Monday, October 26, 2009

Chapter Three

CHAPTER THREE
THE BIRTH AND DEATH OF A HEROINE

1921 HOURS GMT
NOVEMBER 7th 2232
APPROX 1.21 BILLION KM FROM EARTH

DAY THREE

Commander Logan Grey emerged from the communications room; still discontented with their failure to make contact with Earth. XO Navigator Luke Hunter was there, by his side, shadowing his every move as they returned to the bridge where only half of the crew was present, the rest seizing the moment for a much needed break rest.

The two strode over nonchalantly toward the solar system map, a massive projected hologram which displayed their ship relative to the positions and movement of everything else. Gazing at the plotted course back home, Logan sighed, their ETA was no more than sixty days, but of course, the recent losses had elasticized and stretched those days, rendering the feeling of an hour to a day. He could only wonder how much longer his crew could handle this, drifting across deep space whilst devoid of any contact of home and sitting helplessly onboard a tentative, damaged ship.

Logan could not help but feel it as well. The doubting, the wondering—the growing despair. Morale was sinking, and neither he nor anyone else could deny that. It was as if Ilya Pirunov, Dr. Dale Maritz, and Dr. Hamesh Patel—all lost in the days before—were dying stars that produced a black hole, sucking every ounce of hope and morale they possessed.

“I know how it feels,” Hunter suddenly spoke, reading his superior’s thoughts through his eyes.

“What?” Logan asked, slightly perplexed.

“I used to be the skipper of a nuclear submarine back home. Our hull was compromised by enemy subs and we only managed to escape in time. An hour later, after finally losing them, our engines broke down and we were sitting ducks—‘cept we weren’t floating ducks, we were kilometres below sea level, where the pressure would crunch you into a tiny peanut in seconds.”

“What happened next?” Logan asked, with much curiosity as respect.

“We didn’t want to activate our transponders. I mean, sure, it would help rescue teams locate us, or at least let them know we weren’t dead, but obviously broadcasting our location to HQ also meant risking broadcasting our position to our enemies, who were pissed off as they were already,” The Chief Navigator averted his gaze out the transparent shields, to the endless expanse of blackness and stars, “We were all alone. Food supply would only last us a month. And so, we decided we’d wait that long. But, hell, we were far behind enemy lines,” his head bowed down, somewhat in fear, “It was only a week in when the crew started to get edgy...like they were possessed or something.”

A chill crawled up Logan’s spine, “...Why didn’t you just take the chance and send out a distress signal?”

“Sometimes you just have to roll your dice, and take what it gives you.

Logan could only nod in response. “Hold on...so how was the crew?”

“To tell you the truth, it was like tossing a man into one of those mental institute cells, with nothing but four walls and your limbs all strapped to your body. If he wasn’t insane already, he will be,” Luke Hunter exhaled slightly, slightly shuddering as horrifying past experiences returned to him, “And you know what the scariest part was?”

Logan raised two eyebrows.

“We were trained not to go crazy.”

Commander Logan Grey fell silent for several moments, while Luke Hunter could only wince as memories surged back, wondering how he had managed to survive the ordeal.

“How long was it until your crew was rescued?

Two months,” XO Navigator Luke Hunter answered coldly, launching Logan careening into a world of horrendous possibilities.

Silence immersed them once more; an ominous atmosphere settling into the room.

“Truly odd reactions occur when something goes wrong in a plan,” muttered Hunter, his tone grim; a hint of his past escaping his breath as he spoke, “Look, what I’m just saying is that the only way we’re going to get through this alive...is hope. Not oxygen levels, not engine statuses or speed and time—but hope... Take that away and you will have hell.”

Just then, the comm-room’s doors slid open, and Normandy walked out gingerly, appearing slightly suspicious—albeit he always did. The scientist moved in irregular patterns, his footstep distances varying in a very strange yet striking manner.

“Normandy! What were you doing in there?”

“Nothing. Just doing routine maintenance...and ensuring our communications transmitters are operating correctly,” Normandy replied quickly, rather defensively, “Give me some breathing space, Commander, that’s the least you could give me after cancelling years worth of planning this mission. Now I won’t get the data I need for my research on Titan.”

“It was not our fault an asteroid crashed into the ship, Normandy,” Hunter snapped back angrily.

“It is not our fault that our navigators, who are responsible for plotting the safest routes, set us on one that crossed paths with a colossal boulder travelling at thousands of meters per second?” The cunning scientist countered, leaving the navigator momentarily stunned, “I do hope you have an explanation for that, Mr. HUNTER.”

“Wh...what are you implying? That I intentionally set out for the asteroid to crash into the ship?”

“Don’t think I haven’t read your file, Mr. Hunter,” Normandy replied in a low, watery tone.

“Both of you settle down!” Commander Grey ordered, “Normandy, go, finish your maintenance.”

“Fine,” Normandy replied, executing his trademark grumbling as he left the room.

Luke Hunter walked over, standing beside the disciplined commander, and shook his head in disgust at the exiting scientist.

“You two are the only ones who have problems with each other in this ship. Everyone else gets along. Get it sorted out,” Logan instructed firmly, more than agitated of the two’s constant personality friction.

“Why is Normandy even doing maintenance for the comm-room? Engineering is in charge of that,” Hunter complained as he treaded off, returning to the solar system map, “Why can’t we just shove a sedative down his throat?”

The Commander opened his mouth to answer—but disaster struck.

Logan collapsed, his entire form crashing thunderously against the floor. Shivering profusely, without warning or known cause, he continued to cough out repeatedly, blood spraying all over the floor beneath him. The world around him spun rapidly, and, as the horrified echoed cries of worry poured all around him, everything turned black.

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Chief Medical Officer Erin Baker towered over the unconscious Commander, who lay unsettlingly motionless. If it were not for the constant, reassuring beeping of the machine that monitored his heartbeat, he would have been easily perceived as dead. Many others surrounded Logan Grey, some of which were on the verge of tears, who had known the man for many countless years.

“Will he be okay?” Jim Ramirez asked worryingly.

Medical Doctor Emmaline Yellow exchanged ambiguous looks with Doctor Baker, who could only give the relatively young pilot a hopeful nod.

“He is suffering from an extremely rare medical phenomena experienced in long distance space travel,” Doctor Yellow explained as she strode over beside Logan, her hand subtly resting on his, “We don’t have an exact term for it, but in short, it causes much of your internal organs to gradually fail.”

How?” asked someone from the body of people.

“His heart, which pumps blood to the rest of his organs, experiences this very odd and abrupt mutation which, instead of only pumping the blood, ‘infects’ it with a formula that is simply incompatible with the rest of his system.”

“Then why not just give him clean blood?” Ramirez asked, “I’ll freaking do it!”

No, like I said, his heart is mutated and pumps out infected blood that slowly kills his organs. His body cannot find a way to filter this out, and so therefore, the amount of infected blood is only increasing as we speak.”

“Well then, like I said, we give him a constant clean supply of blood. If that’ll make him live longer, why not?” Ramirez replied logically and hopefully, although his voice had a hint of gloom.

“Fools. You cannot simply drain blood and supply the commander with such for sixty straight days. You’ll all kill yourselves!” cried out Normandy from the back.

“Shut the hell up, Normandy!” Hunter yelled in protest, “Have some goddamned respect!”

“Everyone be quiet, please...” Doctor Yellow requested politely, her nearly tearful eyes hovering over the commander, her hand beginning to shake upon his, “Just...please.”

Silence settled for several minutes, until, when he no longer could take it, Ramirez broke the serenity, abundantly concerned about his superior.

“Isn’t there a way to cure him?”

Every medical officer traded doubtful expressions.

“There is one possible way, but it has never been attempted before, and could largely result in an enormous failure. Not only would it take Commander Grey’s life, but it would take another’s.”

A few stunned and baffled expressions in the sea of heads forced Doctor Baker to elaborate.

“It would take us a very huge blood transfusion operation, and...well...a heart transplant,” Erin Baker clarified, her words immediately painting sceptic expressions on every face, “As I mentioned previously, there is a seventy percent chance failure, and the donor will, of course, not survive.”

There were many onboard who loved the Commander, particularly after he had risked life before just to save theirs. If anything, specifically on impulse, most of the crew would leap to the commander’s aid, as he would to theirs, but this was a different situation. Here, they had the time to contemplate. Here, they knew the exact odds. Logan had gained much respect indeed, but every face harboured doubtful expressions, every face appeared fearful.

Every face but one.

“I will do it.”

The mere four words sparked utter astonishment in everyone.

“Are you serious?” asked Doctor Baker, her incredulous expression more than enough to match her disbelieving tone.

Doctor Emmaline Yellow nodded with little hesitation. “I will do it.”

“Are you sure?”

“Yes, I am.”

Ramirez, still frozen with surprise, asked: “Why?”

“Personal reasons,” she replied, her eyes drifting back to the sleeping commander, clearly a sign of admiration—genuine sentiment. Her hand reached over and brushed his hair ever so slowly, a tear rolling down her weakened face, “I...just have to.”

Baker, after minutes of little breathing, finally nodded, “Okay, prepare the surgical equipment and the operation room. We don’t have much time.”

Every single person eyed Doctor Yellow with a concoction of incredulity and respect, staring as she descended to rest on the bed beside the Commander. How could someone do that?

Offering their final goodbyes, most of which were interrupted by a myriad of tears, the remaining crew left the room, leaving the only Emmaline, Logan and their private memories to echo quietly around them. Emma wondered if, despite his state of sleep, Logan could hear her. If, for the very slightest chance, Logan would be imploring for her to change her mind.

But she had to do it. Home was not 1,21 billion miles from here, but rather, here instead. Here beside him. Here, with his low breathing, where she could finally rest in peace. Emma lurched over slowly, whispering something into Logan’s ear, and then replaced herself on the bed, truly relaxing.

An hour later Erin Baker, visually reluctant, walked over, and asked Emmaline for any final favours she could do. Yellow only had one, which she whispered quietly to her friend. Baker nodded, wiped the tears from her eyes, and then readied the anaesthesia.

“Are you sure about this, Emma?” Erin Baker had to confirm for the last time.

Emmaline nodded slowly, turning her head to face Commander Grey. And as her mind was slowly drawn into her eternal sleep, a heartfelt, bittersweet smile formed across her face.

And through doing so, she had rolled Logan Grey's dice.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Chapter Two

CHAPTER TWO
THIRD BLOOD

0622 HOURS GMT
NOVEMBER 6th 2232
APPROX 1.24 BILLION KM FROM EARTH

CAPTAIN’S LOG
DAY TWO

I was awakened this very early morning not by a hopeful simulated sunrise, but rather by the distressed cries of my crew. At about 0500 HOURS, Hamesh Patel, a highly proficient research scientist—a fresh one—suffered a devastating heart attack. Chief Medical Officer Erin Baker was not present, as she was asleep, however Chaowei Fan, a rather nocturnal nurse, was present during the untimely incident. He performed CPR and other necessary first aid procedures, but had failed to resuscitate Dr. Patel, who died shortly after.

Arriving at only one minute after, I was stunned at the loss. Dr. Patel was not only a brilliant Geologist but a renowned marathon participator. Upon first reading his file, I had taken the assumption that he was remarkably fit, as are most of the crew members aboard the ESV Nightingale. This incident was not only horrifying, but immensely unanticipated for someone of such a physical state.

With this in mind, I instructed Erin Baker to proceed with the necessary protocol of investigating the cause of his cardiac arrest. Her preliminary analysis offered only two possible answers: high-blood pressure and—the most liable, due to the high levels of tobacco found in his system—smoking. The latter had caught me off guard, as we have imposed an absolute no smoking policy; for the safety of the other crew members, the life-support system (for precautionary measures) and most importantly, for the initial person, whose body will be subjected to much physical challenges while travelling in space for prolonged durations of time.

Of course, at first, I hardly believed in the theory of Dr. Patel smoking, as I trust my crew as you would trust the nearest friendly soldier on the frontline. Dr. Baker, however, insisted that I investigate further, for multiple reasons.

I did so, setting out to question many of the crew, most of which were still tenuous of the incident. The case was not resolved until approximately thirty minutes later, when Engineer Dwight Bobblee, an apparently close friend of Dr. Patel, came forward with a confession. Dwight elucidated that Dr. Patel had been recently experiencing rough patches in his life; divorce, deaths of friends and family and the issue of just being so far away from home. Consequently, I assumed these issues generated stress of which was not being dealt with, or treated by one of our doctors who are able to offer trauma or therapy treatment, leading to the problem of recurring high-blood-pressure which, in turn, caused his heart attack. However, Dwight returned later to the Medical Bay and presented to me several packs of cigarettes. He claimed, to my utter incredulity, that he had smuggled them into the ship before launch. Occasionally, he would take a discreet moment to smoke; using the control panels accessible in the Engineering Bay to temporarily veil any detection of smoke in the system. After Dwight had discovered Dr. Patel—who had refused to take therapy for personal reasons—and his problems, he offered a pack of cigarettes. By the time we had arrived near Titan, Dr. Patel, to my sheer shock and disbelief, had smoked over ten packs a day.

I consulted with Erin Baker, who only surmised that the cigarettes must have not helped, and instead only fueled the problem. Knowing this, I seized all cigarettes and disposed of them immediately, offering the crew a stern warning regarding the issue. We have put Dr. Patel’s body to rest, and some, including Josef Arnette, another scientist who had witnessed his death, are now under treatment for trauma.

At 0900 HOURS I will remind the crew of health issues, and conduct a speech that will, with much hope, revive their much needed confidence. I know we will return to Earth.

But I can only hope that Dr. Patel will be our last casualty onboard.


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RECORDED TRANSCRIPT
QUARTERS
0458 HOURS

Chaowei Fan: You alright?

Dr. Hamesh Patel: Yeah…I just…Hold on, do you know if Dwight’s up?

Chaowei Fan: Dwight? Mr. Bobblee from Engineering? I’m not sure, I hardly talk to him.

Dr. Hamesh Patel: I just…I need mor—ah nevermind.

Chaowei Fan: Need more what?

Dr. Hamesh Patel: Nothing, I’m just a little stressed out.

Chaowei Fan: You wanna’ talk about it? I have appropriate training in therapy. I can treat you, if you’d like. It’s my job.

Dr. Hamesh Patel: No. No, it’s fine, thanks. I’ve never believed in thera—Oh god…

Chaowei Fan: What is it? Are you okay?

Dr. Hamesh Patel: I…I can’t breathe…

Chaowei Fan: Oh, my god, lie down, quickly! Do your arms hurt?

Dr. Hamesh Patel: Ye—

Chaowei Fan: Here, lie down and just relax. This is Chaowei Fan to all medical officers, repeat, alert to all medical officer, we have a code red, repeat, code red!

Dr. Hamesh Patel: Urrrghh…

Josef Arnette: What is—Oh my GOD! Is he okay?

Chaowei Fan: He’s having a heart attack. Just relax, Chaowei, you’ll be fine! Stay with me…stay with me! Stay with me!

Dr. Hamesh Patel:

Josef Arnette: Oh…God….how can I help?

Chaowei Fan: Get over here and keep his legs up for adequate blood flow. Damn it! Just breathe, just try to breathe, okay?

Dr. Hamesh Patel:

Chaowei Fan: Stay with me! Fan to Dr. Baker, where the hell are you?! Stay with me Dr. Patel, you’ll be fine!

Dr. Hamesh Patel: ……

Chaowei Fan: ……no….

Sarah Watcher: Oh my God! Is he okay? What happened?

Josef Arnette: ….Oh god…he stopped breathing…

Chaowei Fan: Damn it!

Sarah Watcher: I should go call the Commander…

Chaowei Fan: ……………………time of death: 0501 HOURS.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Chapter One

CHAPTER ONE
DESPERATION


2012 HOURS
NOVEMBER 5TH 2232
APPROX 1.3 BILLION KM FROM EARTH

CAPTAIN’S LOG
DAY ONE

It has been little over an hour since the recent incident. At approximately 1830 HOURS, we arrived at Objective LIMA-4, and proceeded with STAGE-3 planetary orbit around Titan. Instantly following this event, engine three began to overheat and automatically shutdown. According to Ilya Pirunov, the ship had received a substantial dose of radiation from sheer solar activity, causing our systems to overload and cooling systems to malfunction. In response to this, I instructed the engineering department to handle the problem and to call me when they were finished.

Due to being limited at 75% of our engine power, we followed protocol by delaying until all engines were operational, and attempted to establish connection with Earth at approximately 1842 HOURS. However, XO Luke Hunter could not manage to do this. We first suspected our transmitters to be malfunctioning, but Dr. Edward Scott, otherwise known as Normandy, claimed that they were working fine. I ordered Hunter to repeat attempts on establishing contact with Earth, and until now all tries have failed.

However, at about 1852 HOURS, Flight Lieutenant Jim Ramirez activated all alarms as an asteroid, approximately 110 meters in diameter, was detected on a collision course for the ESV Nightingale. I immediately ordered all power channeled to engines. Ramirez took the initiative of igniting all boosters, which if it was not for him, this LOG would not be in recording.

However, as we came to 100% power, incidentally reviving engine-three, we did not accelerate quick enough to fully evade. The asteroid crashed into the ESV Nightingale’s furthermost aft. This, in turn, compromised our two main engines, which are now beyond repair.

Unfortunately, this day did not pass without casualties.

Although blast shields snapped in to protect the second-half of the engine room, Ilya Pirunov was sadly in the first-half, and was lost in space immediately. Inside the Medical Bay, an unfastened scalpel, apparently, slid from a high table surface and inadvertently sliced across Dr. Dale Maritz’s neck.

Both losses have caused a massive impact on our crew. Dr. Maritz was a talented researcher, who has been with the ESV Nightingale since its commission. And Ilya Pirunov was, despite his erratic enthusiasm, a valuable asset to the team. Both will be honored with a state funeral upon return to Earth.

On that point, the damage caused resulted in a chain reaction of events that compromised our life support system. As of now, we only have approximately 2,400 hours of oxygen left, about 50% of what we initially carried upon arrival of LIMA-4, and 20% less of the minimum amount we need to land on Titan.

I have officially cancelled the mission, for the safety of the people onboard the ESV Nightingale, which is my first and foremost responsibility.

We are now on the fastest route back to Earth, and will take us approximately sixty days to arrive. I only hope that the accident did not cause too much trauma that might cause issues en route; our medical officers are currently treating every crew member to prevent such.

But I cannot help but feel that sooner or later...

...something will go wrong.

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